I'm listening to a song that feels like it's absolving everything that makes me feel weighted down to a bitter, shaking reality. Like almost all piano melodies, it sounds sad above anything else, but not a singularly depressing crushing sadness. The sort of sadness like, when you say goodbye to someone you love, but you know they'll be back and you'll be just as happy to see them if not moreso.

It has been a very prominent morning for thought as well as reflection. A morning in which...

Amerowolf

So I've been having these feelings, right. They're ridiculously hard to shake. I think I like girls

After watching yet another episode of Lucky Star [I'm on 3 now, by the way] I realized that it was spawning those feelings. 'K so. I like loli girls. Watching that strangely large eyed Konata fail school in order to collect video games and manga is...It makes me feel like a failure to the otaku breed.

I'mma gonna go be recluse and read manga till my thumbs are chapped.

Amerowolf

It crosses my mind, whenever I'm driving somewhere where children traversing to school are, that there are some things parents just shouldn't tell them.

Like:

-Cars legally can't hit you when you cross the street.
---When I was a kid, I ran across the street, I didn't shuffle my feet like some zombie in front of a car waiting to turn. For awhile, I quite seriously thought that cars would hit me if I wasn't out of their way.

-If anyone hits you, they get...

Amerowolf

I love dystopia. I love it in books. I love it in movies. I love it in games. I love it in manga. I've apparently felt this way for a long time, I only say it now because I learned a new word while reading about 1984 (the book; which I am presently reading and is quickly on it's way to becoming one of my favorites).

[The word is Dystopian, if you didn't catch that]

I was reading a list of things with that general premise, and a surprising amount of them are my favorite...

Amerowolf

I made friends with the webmaster of Mangavolume, which normally wouldn't be such a momentous occasion as I make new e-pals all the time.

Buuut~

That little scamp is a web designer, and since I want to be a web designer, he's a-gonna teach me things. Now I finally have someone to ask PHP questions. <3

Very nice too, reminds me of Dino.

Amerowolf