Joot's Raps/Poems
A random poem i jus wrote...
My Poem of My undying Pain...
I lie awake in my bed
Thinking about all the s**t I ever said
And all the s**t that was said to me as well
I’m struggling through life
And it ain’t that hard to tell
I lie awake way past midnight, as I can’t sleep
Too many questions pop up as I lay awake in my bed
Thinking bout what to do, and what was said
Thinking bout where to go
And thinking bout where to go, and what say next
I’m a plain dude you see, no bolder than text
But as far as my life turns out,
I’m thinking it’s a hex
Nothing fucking goes rite
All this s**t hurtin my head
Al this bullshit got me wishin I could taste cold lead
Cant sleep tonight, neither the night before
Thinking bout my life and how I spend my days I a bore
Doze off whenever got nothing to do
People say I’m ignorant
They callin me a Foo’
But this s**t is way beyond my reach
Its only to God that now I preach
Every day n nite,
Wishin for things to go right
Times like this, wish I had mah bro,
We tite…
Were…actually
Till he had to move away…
Had to save my stories for another day
Till the day he comes back, so I can tell him my woes
But only for him to go back again
But of all the places I could’ve been
I had to be here
At home
Taking all this s**t in
It’s a mothafuckin war that I gottta sit in
I try to tell friends, but don’t think they’ll care to be listenin
I gotta get out
I gotta break free
I’ve seen the worst things a child could ever see…
Right about now, I sit up in my bed
Still thinking of some of the stuff I wish I hadn’t said
But what’s done is done, and can’t be reversed
My life was being lived like a stage actor without having his lined being rehearsed
I look out the window
Peer out into the sky
Right bout now, wishin I could die…
Reminiscing bout the times I dreamt I could fly
Fly high, way up in the sky
With the birds…
Fly south I would with those great flocks,
or herds…
Now only one wish still laid in my mind
As I looked out into the night sky,
I wish all bitches would die
Die for trying to strip guys like me for their self pride
But my wishes never come true
Never did
Never do
Maybe, if I was back in the medieval ages, I could be hung
But right bout now, me knows that me gon die young
I know now, I’m never gonna lead a normal life…
Never gonna have kids…never gonna have a wife…
I wish I could die
If living and breathing was a crime,
Then I guess it was a crime I did…
Guilty as ever…Sorry in advance to the ones I love, cuz I wont be there forever….
Also, i forgot to mention that the other rap i had posted above ws not written by me..i was just curious to noe if anyone heard of it. ts a song by 'Immortal Technique' called 'The Cause of Death'. I skipped posting the chorus for it...but if ya wanna download it...its from his album caled 'Revolutionary: Vol2'
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